I am having a wonderful time in Guatemala. I am enjoying every minute of getting to know my family here, the culture, language, and time with new friends. It is so refreshing to know that I am exactly where I need to be. I feel like my whole life I have thought well as soon as I get to this point I will be happy, like in middle school, I knew high school would be the best, and then College, and then my time here in Guatemala. They have all been wonderful experiences, but looking back I feel as though I spent more time preparing and getting excited about what’s to come instead of enjoying what’s there.
So for now, I am completely enjoying what’s right here for me now. BUT, (there’s always a but!) in order to fulfill my 6 months in Guatemala, I still need about $1,900.00 more in order to stay. I need this money in or pledged by THIS THURSDAY. Otherwise this will be my last week of language school and I will come back to the states in September instead of November.
If 5 people pledge $76.00 a month for 5 months that is the amount I need!!! I have come to terms with the possibility that I may be coming back in September if the funds do not come in, but I want it to be completely God’s decision, and at the end of the day I want to be able to know that I did what he asked of me to do and that what happens is all him and none of me. So I am asking you to please think about being one of those 5, or giving what you can.
I have become overwhelmed here by the love and offerings that people have poured out who have absolutely nothing, I really mean nothing. This weekend I went to Lake Panajachel and during that time I saw a Maya ceremony. People were offering everything to these gods that they were praying to. Candles, flowers, anything that they could find they would offer. I thought to myself that as much as I am here to “help” there is so much I have to learn about giving freely and not being so bounded by stuff. I wanted to go practice my Spanish with the partakers in the ceremony and tell them that there is this one God who loves you so much that he doesn’t require a sacrifice of you in order for him to hear your prayer. I just prayed that He would show me what to do with every second of my life while I am here (and always), I’m not just here to work at a children’s home or learn Spanish, everyday He has a mission for me. I learned a lot from the Maya culture that day that I can take back to my own, but I have so much I want to share with them as well. Praying on how to do that as well.
For now, will you pray along with me and about supporting me so I can stay or that God will clearly show me what his plan is. If you can give please shoot me an email at rcowart4@georgiasouthern.edu =)
Cool thing, this is the scripture that Natalie had written in my letter for today:
"Lord, according to Your word, if I whole heartedly commit whatever I do to You, my plans will succeed. Lord, I acknowledge that the heart of committing any plan to You is seeking Your plan. Show me the right path, Father."
LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL!
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